I know for a fact I’m going to be picked out of the bunch for being a low effort addition. It honestly makes me a bit sad, because even though this is absolute visual clutter and complete and total garbage, it’s me. I like this. 

my spread

Don’t get me wrong, I’m more aware of its flaws than anyone, it’s rough- and I do mean rough. It’s not a pleasing composition, the background it white and the illustration is almost entirely covered. I refuse to romanticize the poor quality of this peice. But I love it! This was so much more fun to make than something that would be whatever the teacher may have wanted.

When I was originally assigned this piece I had an idea for you to see a peek into my mind; it would have been a well organized library with different books with QR codes explaining my personality. Over the course of this week I remembered that I am NOT some clean minded and quiet individual. I’m a mess right now.

I’m moving into dorms which have been its own, I’m panicking almost every moment of every day. I show up to classes an hour early because I absolutely CANNOT risk being late in my mind. I’m scared, I’m not a pretty picture, yet I’ve had to pretend to have it together for everyone since I got here. 

The other idea may have made Judy happy, but committing war on a piece of paper and just bombing it with art and nonsense is the most me thing I could do. 

So just one more time before I get into the thick of making things for others, I wanna have the opportunity to just have fun. So even though you should accurately grade this around a 5/10, it’s a 10/10 for me.